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i have realli been not updating my blog..zzzz...

okok..

new yr eve:work for half den den for a lunch with lao gong..after that i head down to siew hoon hse~went there wasnt sure if tats the hse cos the door is lyk OPEN!!!....siew hoon doesnt scared being robbed...play guitar hero,learn how to make the angel,den off to home sweet home at 1plus....after tinking abt it i feel lyk me and yap is quite stupid..we walk all the way to lot 1 den took a cab home..SHOULD HAVE TOOK A CAB AT SIEW HOON HSE RITE??!!!!stupid....

new year...lao gong cnt join us..>.<...me and janella,sam,jy and flynn went to sing k at serangoon..so cheap~~ 4 to 9 is $12 nia..summore the song quite up to date~..after tat went chomp chomp..after eating me and janella still wan eat..so wanted to eat the prawn noodles last time fel buy...but we bought the wrong shop...where the prawn mee is lyk seriously ewwky pewwky..cab home...and the uncle is lyk super fast.....

work
todae was nur last day~ ytd went to vivo swenson for dinner...have lots of pics..will miss nur cos shes lyk so noisy....work was ok...i kinnda lyk polyclinic more...these few days we have been keep talking abt ghost story..some is seriously creepy lah...nw i noe where i shall nt go where i shall nt work..muahahahaha...

seriously i have lyk less den 5 days to my 1st presentation but but but im lyk nt moving..omg..damn it....im soooo scared...everyone seems to be writing lyk hell lot!!! im so scared..but my butt izznt moving...zzz...

another thing which make me lost...i seriously dunnoe where should i go next..uni??wat course?wat sch?in aus??i realli wan to go uni..but i dun tink my score can make it...or should i just start to work??im realli lost..super lost..i wish i can c fortune and noe wat i will do..

suddenly it feel lyks there is a empty piece in the heart...

suddenly it feels like ive gt no friend..

suddenly i feel all alone...

it doesnt feel good to c everybody having fun....without you..

a clown is not always happi..

a clown will also feel sad...

a clown is not born happi...

a clown is not born a clown..

after all,a clown is a human...

a small action you do may have a big impact...

u may not feel

u may not see

u may never know.....

woohoohoo...was super duper duper lazy...haven blog for soooooooo long...

went to clarinetist bbq on 21/12...was fun...althou alot of ppl i dunnoe...im lyk super old there..the oldest..zzz...but was fun..was realli happi to go there..

ytd went to play emax wif lao gong melvin and maurice!~play the dunnoe wat world record..veri fun!!hahaha...

acturally...alot of events this few daes...but...becos im too lazy to blog..nw i forgt all le..omg..shall blog again when im remember...

this post is written while waiting for my baobei to call me..i called her at 9.30,she sae will return me a call,she watching movie..nw.....11.10...still no call..i tink she watching movie marathon arh?lets c lets c...

thur was the last day of work~~ n i finally learn how to do typing..onli on my last 2 days..cute hor?typing was fun..provided i know the name to type..haha..mon  will be going to bukit batok polyclinic le!! hope that the ppl there is good..at first i tot i finally can be at the same place with some ppl..in the end..i still alone..at least its nearer to my home nw~~

Last day at ncc..actually,quite sad...i will miss them,all of them are veri funny...phyllis bring me around to eat good food(provided i lunch at 1) on my last day she still wan to treat me for lunch~ but i return her to money..paiseh....yanyu taught me alot of things, whenever i need help she will always help me..wat shock me was that they all wrote a goodbye card to me, still gave me a present,4gb thumbdrive...i felt so gulity, i try to find their farewell present for veri long but still cnt find..

working there is actually veri fun,always gt free food frm sales rep to eat,althou in the begining always get scolded,but maybe its all part and parcel of life...i realli learn alot frm here..strangely,in the begining,we keep counting down to the day we leave the place, but nw,i realli wish i could stay,beibei finally called!! byebye~~

this post is TOTALLY DELICATED TO YOU!! CHILDISH PIG!HAPPI?

read my lips as i sae:WHAT THE FUCK??!!!!1

i have never ever met such a childish guy before..i tink i must have been TOTALLY BLIND!!!!!!!!!!wth....in the first place,mac doesnt belong to you..second,if i noe u r there,and know that you are such a awkard childish guy,I WOULD HAVE KEPT FAR FAR FAR FAR FAR FAR AWAY FRM MAC!!!!!!!

4 yrs le...u nv change a bit...even my friend sae totally the same thing as i do: u are just being childish..wat era liao..still gt wat:ai yah~ i saw my ex.....WAT THE FUCK!!!!

you noe wat??i DIDNOT SEE YOU AT ALL!!!this shows the fact that you always always always look at girls!!!TAT is your true color...

actually,other den being angry abt how childish you are,im realli disappointed disappointed abt myself...seriously,i must have been blind..

im so so so busy haha..as if..im just too lazy to blog...

Movie:watch a few movie these few days..2012 is fantastic!!!!omg...the graphic is veri good...worth the money..but actually nt veri sad,didnt realli make me wanna cry...the korean tsunami movie is more sad to me...this movie just make me feel:wasted shouldnt have die...watch paranormal activity..ITS DAMN DAMN DAMN GOOD!!!!!!omg..my top choice for horror movie...will rmb this movie for very long..its veri real life,veri veri scaryy..im scared by a few parts!!!i wan watch again with beibei!!!!

I GT MY NEW DESKTOP!!! 500gb harddisk!!haha..19" screen,my fav LG summore!!went to buy a speaker with lao gong tat day,bought a altec one!! super good!! even my lao gong wan~ hahahaha...so nice my com is finally nt laggy animore..hahaha...

should i create a latest song/album column in my blog??its seems lyk my frens(including my lao gong) dun update themself on the latest song!!some even ask me for new songs lyk im a dj lyk tat...zzz...should i should i??den u all can noe the new songs available~~^.^

ps:i cnt sign in msn for i tink decades,anithing pls call or sms me at normal human activity timming,not at unhuman timing(midnight,early morning)...^.^

todae me,janella,lionel,peishan,ray,shiping,yu xing,and fel went to halloween at sentosa~

first mi and lionel and janella and peishan and ray went to eat dinner first~ but mi n lionel eat dessert onli...strawberry shortcake and a dunnoe wat name chocolate cake~..

after meeting fel,yuxin g and shiping,we head off to sentosa~ went over to the image of singapore,was scared by janella who was scared by the ghost..haha..the place look veri cool~~ look~~~

we queue up for some time,which is quite hot...after awhile we went in~its quite good,can realli c the effort of the "ghost"they are wearing thick make up,enduring the flash,screaming for a long time~butbutbut..the indian group infront of us is so sickening loh..they walk like super duper slow,still sae wat:must slowly walk to enjoy den we have to keep waiting and waiting behind them..and becos we wait for so long,we hear where the scream and somehow knew where the ghost is already.....so sickening  loh...sian...........but it was quite fun!!!gt a part the jap soldier scare yuxing who was walking inthe front!! and yuxing scolded something and after that we kept laughing and laughing at him..most of the pic will be uploaded in facebook becos the uploading here is lyk super slow~~

tml still gt qork at road slow~~ T.T   -.-II

shall end off the post wif a pic of the 5 girls and the zombie~~

This feeling realli suck to the core...

todae onli work till 2.30~~~~ duper woohoo...rush to nyp wif the sgh gang,went for the talk(a veri depressing one),go amk for a dinner(pizza hut) followed by the movie darah...super bloody..lots of killing,slashing,choping,sawing,poking...the movie must have wasted alot of fake blood..cos the whole house is lyk covered in blood...nope..flooding with blood...

after the talk its realli depressing,suddenly i feel lyk i have no where to go,im stuck at no where...this feeling realli suck..maybe i should realli listen to wat nel n fel sae,maybe i will like nhg's attachment more?hopefully..cos im like realli puzzled over the future...should i take up tourism degree?juz becos i lyk to work at attraction park?continue to be a pharmacy technicians?aniwae it look lyk i cnt go uni le........super sad...i promise i realli promise i will work hard if i can go pharmacy degree~!!!

oh boy oh boy..i negect this blog for sooooo long...actually did alot of things, wanted to blog abt many things but nw i forgotten..shall upload what i rmb,doesnt go in sequence...

i rmb tat day mi,yap,wong,jm,hh,xy went to sentosa~~ so long nv go  was fun....we look so stupid siting at nowhere..haha..but enjoy the sandwich,sausage and the fruit salad~~ den we went to rode bicycle..cycle to and fro the whole beach..was so fun~ haha..the bicycle there is much better den east coast or downtown east~ only disadvantage:the bell is sooo far~~ they complain cnt ring so i rode the first one and became the 'ringer' so funny..wong sae i ring even thou ppl is walking TOWARDS our direction..haha..den they complain tat they "close the gap" after we rode pass so they almost hit them~~
after cycling we rode the skyride and the luge~~was funny..3 yrs since i last rode it..haha..took some photo tat day,but tooo lazy to upload...wait till i gt time,maybe sun?

these few days,after work is work..zzzzzzz...nw is 6 weeks le...nw she doesnt care abt me much animore~~ so happi...im so happi when she is nt around..i lyk to go infront to kpo wat they do..but if shes around........forgt it..i  rather rot at the back..next wed i can go back sch~~ miss sch so much...miss chang told me before i even tell her anithing~~so good...haha...they sae at first i veri quiet,nw some sae i veri noisy...sometimes i oso make stupid mistake which make them laugh~ one day,theres a prescrition stapled together...dunnoe who ask me to turn around(meaning the paper,so that she can see the second paper).without thinking,I turn around holding the prescription..yes..I turn around..hahaha..dunnoe wat i thinking oso..haha..

im so so so so so so so so sad tat my sis n mum are going to thailand on dec~~ den i cnt gooooooO~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ T.T   T.T   T.T
they abondon me...WHY IS THERE NO PUBLIC HOLIDAY ON DEC??!!!!

k lah..such a long post summore no pics..upload next time den~

ps:im reading The Time Traveller's Wife currently..its so good~~

how cold can one get?how tired can one get?

All i wan is a peaceful life...

wat did i do wrong to deserve this?

If i were to die,who would shed real tears for me.